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10| Tangled Thoughts

A room filled with sinful sounds as the man groans loudly pounding on her who was a moaning mess in the hotel bed. The sweat formed on the forehead goes from his head to chin slowly as he keeps pounding in her.


"Ohh fuck Ka-" she screams and whimpers while her legs shivered when a hand that was on her thighs landed on her spanking making a sound


"That's not how you address me slut" a growl left his mouth as he slowed his pace making her sexually frustrated by it.


"S-sorr-y Master" she gasp when he takes a fist on her hairs in his while the other again spanks on her thighs making her whimper at the pain and pleasure


"You better remember your limits whore" This time he growls in her mouth and without a warning he takes himself out and slams against her making her yelp and scream loudly


"Such a slut" He says looking at her who rolls her eyes in pleasure and mouth releasing sinful moans her nails scratching his back but he pins them above her head


"Only for you daddy" she says to receive a chuckle from other side.


Soon he released and takes himself out again laying on the bed beside her gasping with heavy breathing, once they both calm down. The man gets up from the bed and starts to get dressed.


While the woman wraps the blanket around her and sits on the bed eyeing him "are you leaving again?" She asks and the feeling of anxiousness for somewhere seen in her


"Yes! You can stay here and check out whenever you want you already have my card" The man said buttoning up his shirt without looking at her


"Yesterday I called Ayushman" Biting her lips she looks at the male who just simply nods at it


"You want to back to him again?" He asks walking close towards her as she thought he would kiss her but instead he took his watch from the night stand standing up straight


"He got married!" She answered while shaking her head in no making the male frown


"To whom?" He asks casually not interested in her talks


"They haven't yet disclosed to the media, they will get to know when they organise their reception" she asked making him nod but what she says next triggered the male


"Are you still not over her?" She could see his jaws clenched and teeth's gritted, she moves back gulping who takes his steps towards her while sitting at the edge of the bed


"I-i didn't mea-" She says gulping but chokes on her breathe when found his hand around her neck in a choke hold


"Then what did you mean Arushi?" His dangerous slow voice made her scared as she tried to back away only for his grip to tighten around


"I told you this before and again warning you! Stay away from business before I ruin your reputation, you want money and luxury and I am giving you that but you can never take 'her' place, GOT IT!" He pushed her aside on the bed as she loudly gasp to breath, tears formed in her eyes from the choke hold


When she hears the door closed her jaws clenched making her eyes red as she throws away the night lamp that was on side table groaning with frustration


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Everyone was enjoying the dinner, Aarav as always was making everyone laugh with his bubbly self teasing janvi side by side, Abhinav and Kavya were flirting more likely kavya was today being bold enough to do so.

When I came here 3 months ago I never thought I would actually mingle with everyone but the comfort and support they all were providing was somehow melting me and in these 3 months everyone in this house has made a special place in my heart somewhere. I feel like family with them.


"I have to go America!" Everyone except he. He announced it no wait he ordered it, I turned my head to my side looking at him with disbelief who rather had a straight face whilst eyes still on his plate.


Is he really going to leave me alone here and go just like that, not like I care but I still have a week before I start to work but look at him


I took a look around only to see I am not the only one who is disbelief and angry about it.


"I know its a bit weird but the thing is too important I need to go America for sometime" Doesn't he wants to live longer.

"What is so important that you don't even want to complete your marriage rituals and reception and fly off?" Dad asked glaring at him who in return just sighs before speaking

"I need to visit for an important project there, I am sorry but it is necessary" He said before again looking back at his plate

"Toh kya reception mai mein aakeli mujra karne jaungi?"

(So will I go to the reception alone to perform Mujra?)

"Mujra kab karna tha?" He asks showing me his innocent grey eyes

(When we have to do mujra?)

"Bhai! Can't you see the sarcasm dripping from her mouth" Aarav said in disbelief

The loud snickers were heard as I look around to see everyone suppressing their laughter.

"Its good that Ayush rejected all his previous dates, Samriddhi will only hit some brains in this brat" Dadu said and laughed loudly making everyone brust in laughter as I saw Ayushman shaking his head a bit

"But its important to go an-" Ayushman tried to say but stopped when dadi raised her hand signalling him to stop speaking further

"Enough! How much time?" Dadi asked glaring at him clearly disappointed

"Uh- I don't have any idea might take a few months" He said only to have all wide eyes landed directly on him except mine

"Then you both should go America for honeymoon!" Dadi said announcing her decision

"The reception will be held day after tomorrow and then Ayushman and Samriddhi can go wherever they want" Dadi said and was about to get up but stopped

"But dadi its not possible I have to handle my company over here and I don't even know for long Ayushman have to stay in America" saying my point I explained her politely as she starts to think about it just when dad spoke

"I heard from Veer that you were launching your company branch in Chicago so why don't you also start your work there"

"Yes I want to but the plan is still not ready it might take 1 or 2 years more and I don't have any proper team ready for this as well" I informed

"We can help you with the company affairs and finance there and booking a plot will too take time around 1-2 months so let's go once and check the things out you need for the launching, anyhow you need a visit before actually launching" Ayushman said as everyone agreed to that, passing a small smile everyone started winding up the dinner and going to their respective rooms

The company affairs isn't much of a concern for me, its Samarath how can I leave him he will again try to escape. Being in my own thoughts I felt a rough hand on my forehead as I looked up to see the door in right front of me and beside me Ayushman standing, I would have bumped into the closed doors of our room.

"Back to the Earth Madame!" He said flicking his fingers infront of me making me roll my eyes at him as we enter the room.

Soon I was laying on the couch and he was on the bed the lights were off but the night lamp was still on as I pulled the blanket over my head laying on my back

"You know you can use the bed if you want, wake me up if you feel uncomfortable there" saying he too off the night lamp and laid down

Listening to him my mind went back to the conversation we had on the dining table, why was I so concerned about him going to America leaving me alone reception was a part of it but not exactly, its just one day we spent together look at me. I can't let my feelings and emotions take over me i don't want to be this weak, it will eventually led to a broken marriage and I don't have the courage to go through heart breaks again no I can't, I just need to focus on my work and revenge.



I shifted in sleep listening to a the shuffling sounds in the room thinking its just Samriddhi I went back to sleep again. Just when I heard the main room door close my eyes slowly opened to check around the room as I switch on the lights to see it empty.

'This girl will be the death of me one day' I stood up with a frustrated face and started to move out of the room to check on her

Unknowingly a feeling was there inside me a very uneasy feeling like I wasn't feeling the good the same feeling when Samriddhi went out of the house for few hours in afternoon I felt like she will be gone, I was new to all this I never felt like this with anyone else, the way she looks at me with those Honey brown eyes of her, if you see you will say she doesn't have any emotions in them I felt the same in our first meet but now if you ask me I can sense some fear inside those eyes, they might look cold but to me they look the most innocent of all, those eyes tells a lot of story which is buried deep inside her.

When we met in Mumbai I was shocked at my own self after years I felt like I should do something for her, I felt a sudden ache in my heart when I put my conditions infront her I felt like why am I doing? Is this even necessary? I wanted to stop myself to start that conversation, but the boundaries were necessary which is slowly slowly fading away and its just one day I spent with her, just a single one. Going to America was an escape from everyone be it Samriddhi or Arushi I don't want either of them for now, you can say I am escaper I too agree but I need time. And look I couldn't again stop myself from taking her with me now, I gave the suggestion. Thinking about this I know Arushi will pull some stunt soon enough and before its too late I need to warn Samriddhi.

Taking a mental note I went downstairs to see her nowhere to be found, I was about to go back in the room when I saw kitchen's lights on I made my way there only to see-

"Bhabhi! Please make something for us we are hungry" And there I saw Kavya and Aarav with their hands on stomach and Abhinav sitting on the stool slowly shaking his head smiling at kavya 'this guy is totally whipped'

"What's happening here? Do you know the time? Its 4 in the morning!" I heard 3 stomach grumbling sounds in a sync, I gulped looking at Samriddhi who had her lips sealed. The third one was my stomach. Can it more embarrassing.

"I'll make some Maggi" Samriddhi said going towards the stove

"I want pasta though" I said walking behind though

"Yes Maggie!!!!!" Aarav said jumping a bit

"actually I also want Maggie" Kavya pouted looking towards Samriddhi

Everyone's eyes were on Abhinav who just raised his hands up saying "I am okay with anything guys"

"Kavya you ate Maggie in the morning its unhealthy" I tried to state the fact

"Toh Pasta mai konsa hari bhari sabzi daal ke khate hai aap?" Samriddhi said keeping her hands on the hips

(So which green vegetable do you eat in Pasta?)

"Banega toh Pasta he Madam, chahe jo karna hai karle" I took the utensil from the platform only for it to be snatched away from me

(Pasta will be made only Madam, do whatever you want)

"Aacha? Mai bhi dekhti hun kese banti hai!" Samriddhi took away the utensil from me to put it on stove

(OK? I will also see how will you make)

"Guys! Donno bana lete hai na, Panga he khatam" Aarav said before sitting on the stool beside Abhinav which was on the other side of the kitchen aisle

(Guys! We can make both)

"Agar itna sab aabhi khaloge toh subh breakfast mai kya khaoge?" Samriddhi said while taking out the Maggie packets

(If you will eat this then how will you ear breakfast in the morning)

"Subh he hai aabhi" she squinted her eyes on me as I looked away

"Then we'll make half Maggie and half Pasta!" Abhinav suggested, for the first time in his 27 years of life he said suggested something logical

"Good option! Pr mera pasta aacha nai banta, ek kaam kariye aap pasta bana lijiye aur agar voh bana he rahe hai toh Maggie bhi banale" Samriddhi said before handing me the spatula and sitting between kavya and Aarav.

(But I can't make good pasta, do one think you make pasta and as you are already making that make Maggie as well)

I saw the rest of them snicker bit they stopped when I passed a glare but she wasn't affected, she was looking dead in my eyes and smirk playing on her lips making me look away, that challenging look!
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Soon we were done with eating and all as again went to our rooms but as I wasn't sleepy anymore I took my laptop out to do some work but then my phone ringed, looking around I saw it was kept on the table infront of the couch

Samriddhi who was about to sit on the couch saw the phone and frowned at it as she look at me and then back to the phone she picked up and walked towards me, I too stood up by then she was already half way there as I took steps further towards her

She passed me the call as I looked at the caller id I got it who it was, for a moment I freeze there and saw Samriddhi going back towards the couch.

"Miss.Malhotra" I called out for her when she almost reached the couch as I walked towards her, but while going my feet bump into the table and I lost my balance

My eyes were closed and somehow I put my hands on the headrest of the couch to support my balance. Opening my eyes I saw a Honey brown pair of eyes like deep ocean you can drown in them, her little button nose and my urge to kiss it, her cheeks which are currently in the lightest shade of pink how bad I want bite on them, her full heart lips which I want to worship through out my life.

Her hands creased the shoulder of mine making me relax at the touch, my legs on the couch between her thighs. Her hairs that are disturbing my view

I took a deep breath as she looked away making her neck in my view, something was inked behind her ears which I couldn't make out as it was barely visible, her long lashes that were closing and opening her every move was making me insane a sudden rush of foreign feeling ran over me

Slowly I stood up and looked away, I need to get a hold on my feelings I can't just let my impulsiveness control me I need to get a hold on myself. I don't want that feeling of betrayal and hurt, I am afraid last time it happened I turned myself into someone who doesn't care about the world, about himself, about people around him. This time if it happens I might loose myself, I will break down completely. I have seen a lot of gold diggers around me who can go anywhere for money in exchange of their bodies, I am afraid this will happen again but then again the feeling inside me isn't helping, no last time I had this feeling I had to face some unnecessary consequences which I am still facing if this time it happen I can't afford the price.

"M-my phon-e" I said taking my phone quickly that was beside her, I hate why I always shutter infront of her, the only woman I ever shutter to was dadi but this girl makes me feel so different.

"Hello Bubba! How is my baby doing? Are you sleeping well?"

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